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If ever you had said to me before That I would live this life that I am Living now I guess it's all so strange To feel the way I do inside but Have so much that I could feel some Pride for in my life so why is it that I feel like this (chorus) How do I feel? I've been here before. I've felt this Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this. keep it all down, bottled inside It breaks me to torment again and torture me like it used to I try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever Done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons For the way I'm living. I guess I can't cause I don't feel like I deserve it (chorus) So now the waves they have subsided And my soul is bleeding I can't take away all The shame I feel, forgive me (chorus) Staind Lyrics Change Lyrics