Tabithas Secret - Dear Joan Lyrics

Dear Joan I've almost forgotten The pane in the window Blue dress in the doorway Dear Joan Help me remember The face I forget And the traps that I've sprung I guess I grow tired it's just what's expected of me To tear your heart from the inside to the outside You know I was wired, I just couldn't help it the hundred, thousand times that I hurt you Dear Joan I wanted to say that I'm sorry for the screaming last night and the nights before Well I wanted more from this Than anything I've ever known Dear Joan Dear Joan Your face has a brightness That I've never seen in the years that I've known you Dear Joan I pick up the pieces But some scattered too far You see they flew when I kicked them I know you believed when I said it was over You stood by me patiently waiting and rolling So deeply in love with every face that I've shown Dear Joan I wanted to say that I'm sorry for the screaming last night and the nights before Well I wanted more from this Than anything I've ever known Once I forgive, twice I'm a fool Three times I've wrapped my hands around your neck While you're sleeping, you're quietly sleeping Sleeping and dreaming Dear Joan Don't walk out that doorway because if you did - I believe I could honestly kill you Dear Joan I wanted to say that I'm sorry for the screaming last night and the nights before Well I wanted more from this Than anything I've ever known Dear Joan I wanted to say that I'm sorry for the screaming last night and the nights before Well I wanted more from this Than anything I've ever known Dear Joan